Prayer to God

Ya Rab;

I asked for the opportunity to start a new life and you grant me my wish.. now i know that I am at the begining of the road here but I feel that i am failing to make the best out of it.. and for this God, i would like to say a prayer:

Please God forgive me if i evr doubted in what i shouldn't..
Please God forgive me if i abused myself, if i was ever lost and lost faith in you..
if i ever let you down to please others..
if i don't turn to you when am alone and lost..
Please forgive my prayers that i did not take my time to connect with you..
Please forgive my mistakes.. and the mistakes yet to come..
Please forgive me if my actions caused or could cause any harm to others for i don't want to harm anyone but i still want to live a life of my own..
Please God give me the strenght to stand up when am falling down..
Please God show me the right path if am walking on the wrong path..
Pleas God allow me to love myself so i can love others..
Please God give me the love in life.. give me a true friend that can bring the best in me..
You blessed me with so many privilage in my life... let me appreciate them
I ask you God if i am ever lost, wrong, alone, scared, depressed, weak... to never let me fall without standing back and help me to gain faith and confidence..
God, I thought that my faith and beliefs and my life are contradicting one another.. but they don't have to .. Allow me to see, believe, and live that..
Please god give me strength when am about to give up ..

God, you gave me an opportunity to start over, I know that i deserve it, i know I can be what I want to be if i believe in my self, and most importantly in You..
I ask you God to help me make the most of this opportunity.. To not waste any precious time.. to enjoy it.. to work hard for it.. to find love in it.. to help out .. to grow up .. to accept.. to ignore.. to connect.. to appreciate.. to make up ..
I don't believe that I am a bad person... but I know that I made and continue to make bad choices.. I ask you God once again to forgive my choices and help me avoid ones that are unforgivable.. though I know that you are most mercifull..


I am sorry God for the Past .. And I am looking forward for the Future..

Thank you God for all the blessings.. and for always being there..