Well am stuck in this city , no friends , no one to talk to!
I am in love..
I like this city, its full of HOT people.. Hot guys Hot girls everywhere..
Yet everynite am alone .. no one to touch, feel, love..
So in this city the only sex i was getting .. was from me!
Friday, June 29, 2007
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Love
How can a four letter word be so powerful?!
I've never been an advocate of love and relationships... maybe since I've never had one
Sometimes i feel that love is overrated ( Hollywood kind of love that is), but other times when am alone, depressed or misunderstood, I feel that its hard to live without that special somone who you can open up to, cry, touch, laugh, and be yourself... Today is one of those days for me.
I've never been in love before with someone ( i liked so many people, but its a one sided thing). I have a hope, belief... you name it.. that someday I will meet someone special..someone i can be intimate with.. escape to .. whoever or whatever that person is ... am sure they're waiting to cross my path .
Love , truely a powerful word, for its not only active when you have someone, but also whilst you are waiting for that person..
For the time being... I'll appreciate my love to my family, friends, and life....and most importantly God.
I've never been an advocate of love and relationships... maybe since I've never had one
Sometimes i feel that love is overrated ( Hollywood kind of love that is), but other times when am alone, depressed or misunderstood, I feel that its hard to live without that special somone who you can open up to, cry, touch, laugh, and be yourself... Today is one of those days for me.
I've never been in love before with someone ( i liked so many people, but its a one sided thing). I have a hope, belief... you name it.. that someday I will meet someone special..someone i can be intimate with.. escape to .. whoever or whatever that person is ... am sure they're waiting to cross my path .
Love , truely a powerful word, for its not only active when you have someone, but also whilst you are waiting for that person..
For the time being... I'll appreciate my love to my family, friends, and life....and most importantly God.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Starting Over
Change is something that is important in our life. For many, its what keeps them moving forward in this life. A new job, a new place, a new house, or a new book, no matter what there's always that good feeling when we do something new.
Recently, I've been preparing for a big change in my life. I am moving to a new city, infact an entire different country. For some this could be a very hard kind of change. However, for me its a chance to start over begin a new life. An opportunity like this does not come over often, so In order to do the best of it I am making a to do list:
1- Work Hard and do my best in my new job.
2- Start working out and eating healthy ( work on acheiving the body I want for years now).
3- continue my on the side study in design.
4-Meet new people, make new friends that I don't need to petend infront of and just be real.
5-Have fun, loosen up, don't be afraid to be a fool (not all the time).
6- get rid of this "disease to please".
7- Experiment new things. Dance, outdoor stuff,travel around.
8- Try to be closer to God.
9- Most importantly live, work, and do what I believe is what i want to do, not what others expect of me.
To name few.... Hopefully I can get to do most if not all... The feeling of a new begining is overwhelmind .. So please don't screw it up!
Recently, I've been preparing for a big change in my life. I am moving to a new city, infact an entire different country. For some this could be a very hard kind of change. However, for me its a chance to start over begin a new life. An opportunity like this does not come over often, so In order to do the best of it I am making a to do list:
1- Work Hard and do my best in my new job.
2- Start working out and eating healthy ( work on acheiving the body I want for years now).
3- continue my on the side study in design.
4-Meet new people, make new friends that I don't need to petend infront of and just be real.
5-Have fun, loosen up, don't be afraid to be a fool (not all the time).
6- get rid of this "disease to please".
7- Experiment new things. Dance, outdoor stuff,travel around.
8- Try to be closer to God.
9- Most importantly live, work, and do what I believe is what i want to do, not what others expect of me.
To name few.... Hopefully I can get to do most if not all... The feeling of a new begining is overwhelmind .. So please don't screw it up!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Challenge Yourself!
I don't usually post twice a day but i thought i had to post this (besides, why not, this blog is for my thoughts so i can post 10 a day or 0 a month !)
I've just seen Oprah. Todays episode was so interesting, it was about racism, hate, bullying ... in a shool in the USA. It was actually about racism in general, but this school introduced a day called challenge yourself or something, were they had all the students confront each other, understand each other, accept each other, respect each other and in someway or another no matter what diffrences they have, there's always something you can relate to one another.
This made me think, Why can't we do this here. Start with the young ones, try to change our future into a much brighter future.
Its a thought!
This is an invitation to anyone to challenge themselves and express your TRUE feelings (not ones you've been told to feel)...any apology to someone, any confession, hurt....you can start here if you want!
I've just seen Oprah. Todays episode was so interesting, it was about racism, hate, bullying ... in a shool in the USA. It was actually about racism in general, but this school introduced a day called challenge yourself or something, were they had all the students confront each other, understand each other, accept each other, respect each other and in someway or another no matter what diffrences they have, there's always something you can relate to one another.
This made me think, Why can't we do this here. Start with the young ones, try to change our future into a much brighter future.
Its a thought!
This is an invitation to anyone to challenge themselves and express your TRUE feelings (not ones you've been told to feel)...any apology to someone, any confession, hurt....you can start here if you want!
Homosexuality...An Unspoken Dilema..
Between everything we believe in, everything we've been told, and everything we always knew, homosexuality in todays world is one of the most controversial issues, and one we try not to discuss in our society.
I myself, have a dilema when it comes to this issue. From a religious point of view, I know that this lifestyle if chosen to live is forbidden and its one of the greatest sins. I also feel, from a different point of view ( I don't want to say human since i believe religion is very humanly centered...if that makes sense) that people have the right to love whomever they want to, since thats a feeling that is not easily controled in todays world.
So when the whole world is speaking out about this issue, for someone whos lost between two sides what should be done?!
I BELIEVE that acting on it is a sin, but deep down i FEEL that God is most mercifull and that although it might be a sin, its not as ugly as people make it to be. I wish i could find myself with one or the other to free myself.
However, whatever the answe might be, I wish to see people more tolerant and acceptable since at the end its between god and individuals. Only God can decide to punish or not. Its not a human right to do that ... and thats the one thing i can freely call for...Human rights.
I myself, have a dilema when it comes to this issue. From a religious point of view, I know that this lifestyle if chosen to live is forbidden and its one of the greatest sins. I also feel, from a different point of view ( I don't want to say human since i believe religion is very humanly centered...if that makes sense) that people have the right to love whomever they want to, since thats a feeling that is not easily controled in todays world.
So when the whole world is speaking out about this issue, for someone whos lost between two sides what should be done?!
I BELIEVE that acting on it is a sin, but deep down i FEEL that God is most mercifull and that although it might be a sin, its not as ugly as people make it to be. I wish i could find myself with one or the other to free myself.
However, whatever the answe might be, I wish to see people more tolerant and acceptable since at the end its between god and individuals. Only God can decide to punish or not. Its not a human right to do that ... and thats the one thing i can freely call for...Human rights.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
First Post.....
This is my first post ... Its taking me a while to think what should i write on my first post..... I thought probably a nice introduction, but yet again i realized therez not much to introduce.... ummm, now am realzing that this is not as easy as i thought it'll be!!
Today i went to the movies, Shrek the 3rd since its the only movie I'll go to here because of the censorship (or so i thought, they actually censored some kissing scenes from SHREK!! I couldn't believe how bad things are getting in here, although it made my day laughing, but it was frustrating.... I mean why not enforce age restriction instead! or even if you want to cut inappropriate scenes or words, I've seen it done many times in a very proffesional way....well anyway back to what I was saying..) I realized something disturbing, other than the disgusting food remains on the floor that i haven't seen in many cinemas around the world (am sure that there are worse), why?! If therez one thing we learned as kids in this part of the world is that food is valuable, its a blessing from God i even remember that we used to kiss food we picked from the floor...well anyway, what was more disturbing actually the number of maids or nanny ( although nanny tasks stretch out in here) with the kids and the families... Although I am not against having a maid ( but i don't much prefer it either), I am against the treatment I see... we all have jobs, bosses, and some really scare us but am sure that they'll not degrade us, and if they do we will stop them!... House work is like any other job, but here emlpoyees are not respected, most work or should be available 24/7, bossed around by kids....for some reason they're not regarded as humans!...
Being a Muslim, i know that there's no difference in people except in TAQWA (don't know exact definition but something like your relation with God) that means that people are equal!....yet in this Islamic nation with Islamic Slogans seen everywhere (don't get me started with slogans ....someday I will) I fail to notice true islamic practices....
I came back home and I kept on thinking negative things I've seen on the way back (uhh...soooo many)...This actually made me think what can I do not to help out, not to create awareness, not to complain, not to be Ideal but to get rid of my frustrations, to speak my mind, to SHOUT! without being loud..... This is how i thought of the BLOG!!
I decided to do this blog to help me and others hopefully speak their mind because I believe that we can change whats around us if we can change ourselves...and we will not change if we live in a place where everything is censored... even our thoughts!
So now I thought of my introduction, "Hi, I am Arab Guy from the Arabian Gulf, and I am hear to Speak my Mind".
Today i went to the movies, Shrek the 3rd since its the only movie I'll go to here because of the censorship (or so i thought, they actually censored some kissing scenes from SHREK!! I couldn't believe how bad things are getting in here, although it made my day laughing, but it was frustrating.... I mean why not enforce age restriction instead! or even if you want to cut inappropriate scenes or words, I've seen it done many times in a very proffesional way....well anyway back to what I was saying..) I realized something disturbing, other than the disgusting food remains on the floor that i haven't seen in many cinemas around the world (am sure that there are worse), why?! If therez one thing we learned as kids in this part of the world is that food is valuable, its a blessing from God i even remember that we used to kiss food we picked from the floor...well anyway, what was more disturbing actually the number of maids or nanny ( although nanny tasks stretch out in here) with the kids and the families... Although I am not against having a maid ( but i don't much prefer it either), I am against the treatment I see... we all have jobs, bosses, and some really scare us but am sure that they'll not degrade us, and if they do we will stop them!... House work is like any other job, but here emlpoyees are not respected, most work or should be available 24/7, bossed around by kids....for some reason they're not regarded as humans!...
Being a Muslim, i know that there's no difference in people except in TAQWA (don't know exact definition but something like your relation with God) that means that people are equal!....yet in this Islamic nation with Islamic Slogans seen everywhere (don't get me started with slogans ....someday I will) I fail to notice true islamic practices....
I came back home and I kept on thinking negative things I've seen on the way back (uhh...soooo many)...This actually made me think what can I do not to help out, not to create awareness, not to complain, not to be Ideal but to get rid of my frustrations, to speak my mind, to SHOUT! without being loud..... This is how i thought of the BLOG!!
I decided to do this blog to help me and others hopefully speak their mind because I believe that we can change whats around us if we can change ourselves...and we will not change if we live in a place where everything is censored... even our thoughts!
So now I thought of my introduction, "Hi, I am Arab Guy from the Arabian Gulf, and I am hear to Speak my Mind".
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